Mar. 1st, 2008

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I haven't posted anything here in a while. My fan base of one ran away to facebook and I followed. I always wish that I could just write what I think , so here goes. I'm tired, not physically, but mentally. I'm starting to hate things and people and I don't like that feeling. I don't like having to hold all my feeling in but I don't know what else to do with them. I feel like I could and should be this amazing, creative and cool person, but I'm too scared and I keep holing myself back. I've been lurking in fanfiction for the past five years or something and I've probably written one, maybe two things. I make friends, but only after I've lurked for waay to long. Every once in a while I say to myself, " This is it, today you are going to comment and not delete it, it doesn't matter if you think you are cool enough, just try it." and I just get scared and lazy again. 
So here I don't care if anyone reads this or not but I know that I need to grow up. 

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